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Tuesday, January 17, 2006

Just met up with Ruo Xuan at TM. She msg me on Monday.. telling me "not to look back". This is something which I think had never crossed my mind. True enough, I have moved on considerably since the last time, but I kept looking back. Kept hoping one day we can be together. I shouldn't be so naive... No matter how much tears I cry for him, he won't know and probably won't care.

Don't look back. I find that this is a really useful piece of advice. Moving on is also about not looking back, something which we often forget. When you look back, you tend to walk back a few steps. For me at least. So walk straight ahead and don't look back. :)

Anyway on Monday, I went with Faith to look for jobs. Supposedly for her la.. but I ended up gg for interview as well. I mean no harm right? Hahas.. First, I went for this part time make up artist interview for M.A.C. They have recruitment for this whole week so the lady said she'll let me know by Monday. Yeps. She said she don't mind having a permanent part timer for weekends cos if work, it's one whole shift. Not by hours. Yep.

Next we went to zouk. Hahas. So many people there. They had quite a few positions so we chose part time door host. Sofian called just now.. Guess what? Yeps I got the job! Hahas.. Starting tmr. Which is kinda fast. But so exciting! Hahas.. Actually i thought kind of no hope, cos I think I'm kinda gu niang.. Like, abit not right for the job ah. But who cares rite. Hahas. But they didn't call Faith... So don't think she got in. But it's ok.. Can always go for other jobs. She wanted something retail anyway. Heh. Anyway now I think I work at Suntec till 8 then go Zouk at 9 till wee hours in the morning. Heh. If I get the M.A.C. job then I won't work at Suntec anymore. (Cos the pay for make up artist is good. Hahas. The pay at Zouk not bad too.)

Anyway, I love my life. Finally i seem to be having some life after he's left. I want to live better than him and to live for myself. I want to and will be even happier without him. Thanks to my project mates for being understanding about my work hours. (Cos sometimes I can't turn up for meetings.)

I want to live a fulfilling life. This is it. I think I'm quite happy now. :)


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