[[ The Blessed Life of God's Beloved Princess ]]~*

Saturday, October 29, 2005

Went out with Ruo Xuan today! We went shopping at Marina Square and caught up quite a bit. :) Time passes so fast when you are having a good time.

We went to eat at Cartel, ordered more than we could finish. Hahas... Then went shopping.. I bought my shades! (Hahas.. For when I wanna go out but don't feel like seeing people I know. :P)

It's kinda big. Cos I wanted one which could hide half my face. Hahas.. :P

After that, went to Esplanade to sit and talk before moving to glutton square to have a drink and we shared a plate of char kway teow! Hahas.. Piggyrism!

~*^*^*~ ^{Once Upon A Time...}_{I Believed.}

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Sunday, October 23, 2005

Just now went to take a walk at Parkway to take a breather... Have been cooped up at home for too long. After that went to the pasar malam at yi yee's (a.k.a. 2nd aunty) place there to erm.. visit. Hahas. Then went her place, played Benedict's PS2. Benedict made a keychain, very nice. From the pasar malam downstairs. Hahas~* I asked him to bring me down to make too.

Here's the super cool keychains.

I made one for Ke Ai~*

This is mine~* :)

~*^*^*~ ^{Once Upon A Time...}_{I Believed.}

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Friday, October 21, 2005

So bored so bored so bored.... Ay.....

~*^*^*~ ^{Once Upon A Time...}_{I Believed.}

[[11:39 PM]]

Ydae went orchard to meet Samuel for dinner, went to Ke Ai's workplace to pass him some stuff, then went to buy my Kate concealer...

Supposed to go for cell party with Li Wei today but decided not to go cos don't really like such gatherings.

May go look for Benedict later.

~*^*^*~ ^{Once Upon A Time...}_{I Believed.}

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Wednesday, October 19, 2005

It just came into my mind suddenly when I woke up this morning.

He had been lying even when it ended. Cos we agreed to still be friends even if it didn't work out. (say only la.) But even as a friend, he lied. I wouldn't have minded much if he was bad to me, but I CANNOT tolerate people lying to me. Especially important people like him. (important as in, in the past.)

I actually forgot that he lied to me, as in lying to me during the period we kept in contact as friends. (This proved that he didn't really treat me like a friend. True friends don't lie. Either that or he loves lying too much.) I don't suppose he realised that I knew he lied... He probably thought I was still the same naive girl who will take everything he said for real.

Maybe I didn't remember cos I didn't want to believe it was true. Perhaps it's some kind of self-deceiving, self-hypnotizing method. But now, my impression of him has plummeted to the end of hell. I don't feel any hate for him for what happened in the whole mess.

What I mind and resent him for is that he lied to me as a friend. It hurts more cos it shows the kind of disregard he has for me, and proved that I am nothing to him, not even worthy of the status of a friend. It's only now that I realise I'm just a superficial "friend" whom he lies to and entertains at times. (Talk about being slow.)

By doing this, he has proved himself to be what everyone said he was - a worthless jerk. Something which I have, in the past, fervently denied and defended him against.

Now then I learn that. Well, at least better than never. At least it's better than keeping only good memories of him and being stupid before, during and AFTER.

To hell with him. Can't be bothered with jerks like him anymore. I don't ever want to mention him here (or anywhere else for that matter) again.

~*^*^*~ ^{Once Upon A Time...}_{I Believed.}

[[12:35 AM]]

Saturday, October 15, 2005

FAN SI LE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

~*^*^*~ ^{Once Upon A Time...}_{I Believed.}

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Thursday, October 13, 2005

I haven't went out since Sunday! Hahas.. Why? Actually I intended to go out on Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday and today... But just too lazy/had things to do at home. Hehe.

Anyway I changed my blogskin. Nothing fantastic, just took some time to change the colours from one of my old blogskins.

Not really feeling ok now... Not sure why too. Ydae was talking to Ke Ai on the phone, mentioned him and I just couldn't help crying. It happened quite some time ago but it felt like it just happened ydae. I guess it's just one of those things which you hide at the back of my mind cos you just don't wish to think about it. And when you accidentally bump into these memories, you realise that it's still there and it may hurt a little. But I can say that I've moved on quite a bit, definitely in a better condition than in the past. :)

Metting Kai Li tmr... Looking forward to seeing her tmr!! Hahas.. :)

~*^*^*~ ^{Once Upon A Time...}_{I Believed.}

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Sunday, October 09, 2005

Went out with Xue Yun and Shao(a.k.a. Ciro) for dinner. We went to Sakae(yay!!) cos I wanted to go there. Hahas. Oh, shao brought me my belated bdae present, from him & Darren. :)

Don't get happy looking at the paper bag. It's for show only. Hahas~* :P

They got me a watch~*

Ta-daah~*

Gotta hand it to them... Considered quite thoughtful for 2 guys. Hahas~* So touched! :D

Here's some pics we took at Sakae:

That's Xue Yun~*

Xue Yun & Ciro

~*^*^*~ ^{Once Upon A Time...}_{I Believed.}

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Saturday, October 08, 2005

Went out with Daphy, Harn, Aaron to eat at Din Tai Fung at Paragon. June and her friend was there initially when we met at the food court at Wisma but they left to watch a movie. Hahas...

Here's some pictures we took while waiting for our turn at Din Tai Fung. Hee.

I left after dinner to meet Mich to pei her eat dinner. Hee. Walked around abit before gg back.

~*^*^*~ ^{Once Upon A Time...}_{I Believed.}

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Thursday, October 06, 2005

Okies basically today I went out with Ke Ai on his offday. Went Kbox for KTV then hung around orchard before going for movie - "Into The Blue". (Caution: Don't watch this! Super-duper lousy movie~* No kidding. :P)

Anyway after ktv, we had like about 2 hours waiting for the movie and there was nothing to do. So went DFS to visit Kai Li (who's working at Christian Dior). Kai Li and her bright idea, suggested that we take a bus to anywhere and then go opposite to take another bus back. Hahahas... (No we didn't do that la~!)

So went Mac at Shaw Tower to erm, sit and do nothing. (Really.)

Bought this for $2 at Mac.. it's a bookmark thingie. Cute? Hahas..

After the movie, Ke Ai came my house to check his mail cos his home internet connection was down. Then also nothing much to do also.

Very boring.

~*^*^*~ ^{Once Upon A Time...}_{I Believed.}

[[9:04 PM]]

Wednesday, October 05, 2005

Haven't been updating for some time... Cos... Nothing much to say. Like, nothing happening has been happening. Hahas.

K actually it's not tt bad. Just tt been abit busier recently. Hee.

Tuesday:
Ydae went out with Mich to find jobs... Hmm, she has a few to choose frm. But pay-wise not that good but think she's ok with it. Ydae we met up with Kai Li after her work at DFS. She's working full-time at the Christian Dior counter there.

Monday:
Went out with Mich and Adrian to job hunt. But only Mich was hunting la.. Hahas.

~*^*^*~ ^{Once Upon A Time...}_{I Believed.}

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