ReAnne. Rei-En.

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Friday, December 02, 2005

Things took a turn for the worse. It's as if a tornado just took over and blew everything out of place.

He's gone. Out of my life. (I think.) The one whom I thought will be staying had left, and the one whom I though had left is back (as a good friend). The one whom I put in so much effort to love appreciates it. But he understands that what he feels is not love, or even like. So why did he behave that way? The way he treated me made me feel like he was actually leading me on, when he didn't intend to be with me in the end. I thought I was the one thinking too much, but my friends said that what he did was wrong.

I hate indecisive guys. Selfish guys. Irresponsible guys. Don't keep the girl with you if you don't intend to be with her in the first place. Don't give her false hopes and let her wait for you when you don't even know what you want. Now it's kinda obvious that he didn't really cared about my feelings in the first place, so why should I care for him so much? It's just wasted attention... On the wrong person.

The one who left is back as a good friend. I'm kind of surprised by the way he stood by me, as in like, consoling me and telling me about the possibilities. Like, really as a friend. I'm thankful to I have him there. Things may not have worked out between the both of us, but at least we can remain as good friends now. Somehow I think he made a great difference. Cos if he didn't say the things he did, I may not have recovered so quickly now. Ke Ai hurt me but what Bryan told me made me get over it more. Not that I'm totally ok now, but I know I will get over it soon. He's just not worth it.


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