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Wednesday, December 07, 2005

I'm in TP's com lab now... Doing lodging proj with Arther, Faith, Yin San & Jonathan. This project group is fun and things get done efficiently. Yeps, I like my this project group! :)

I'm feeling much better now... Thanks everyone for their concern. It's through stuff like this that I realise that I'm not alone. Thanks to my friends who have been there for me! People like......(not in order)

- Li Ping (She didn't exactly knew what happened but still encouraged me all the way. Thanks for always remembering me although we don't see each other in sch as often now. *hugs*)
- Kai Li (Always busy with work and school, but still offer time to talk on the phone. Thanks for being there,dear. Appreciate it lots.)
- Mich (Busy with sch and bf, but still there to lend a ear and offer sound advice. Love you~*)
- Bryan (Weird past relationship with this young boy but still he offered the best advice which helped me make up my mind. Thanks for veing there as a friend. You really made a difference. If not for you I guess I will still be hanging mid-air now.)
- Rex (Always there for me when I cry. Always there to hang out when I didn't want to cry at home. Just... Always there.)
- Xue Yun (Sat down and heard me talk for hours. Hanged out with me when I called her and she happened to be with her bf. She gave me a minnie mouse hp soft toy to cheer me up~* so sweet~* :)]

All of these people are important to me. They were there for me when I was down. And of cos, my sis too! She was there to listen to me and also went KTV with me to vent my emotions. Thanks sis. :)

Bryan reminded me of something which I thought was crap in the past. Used to think that he made that up to coax me. (Actually I still think so but since I'm seeing a bit of sense in that now.. Heck la. Hahas~*)

He said something like, Girl, don't you know the earth is round? When you let something float and it comes back, you'll never want to let it go again.

What he meant was, if it's yours, it'll come back to you in the end. Even if you let go of it now.

It makes sense.. Somehow talking to him made me see the whole picture more clearly. And it made me felt... alright somehow. As in, kan4 kai1 le. He said things which made sense to me. I shouldn't hang on so persistently to something which did not have the heart to stay with me in the first place. No matter what he did in the past, if it is not supported by what his heart feels, I shouldn't bother cos I alone cannot make it work.

It's not that I didn't try... Just that some things are not meant to be. Of course, I still hope for the best. The more hopeful you are, the greater the disappointment. But we shall just wait and see. (I still believe Bryan is right though.)

Anyway, I'm glad my mood has settled down now. I need to focus on my tests and projects. :)


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