ReAnne. Rei-En.

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Friday, December 23, 2005

I'm at mark's cousin's house now... Having this christmas party thingie which is something like a gathering. We have.. Arther, Faith, Yin San, Mei Qi, Fang An, Min Shi, Jonathan. Phyllis, Mark and Me. Min Shi and Jon went home first. I wanted to go home too but Mark's cousin - Wilson had net connection at home (like, duh) so I can stay over to do my project. :) Gotta finish my project stuff cos tmr have consultation with Dee's group at 1030.

We had meeting on Wed but I was so tired that I went straight home and knocked out. Thursday a.k.a. today was spent gg for a job interview and this party. So like, ya.

Anyway, Jon and Min Shi went back first. The rest are outside watching Saw 2.. A movie which brought back memories of him.

Anyway, it's Game Over. I don't want to think about him. Maybe I'm just running away from the problem but I don't care. I just... Don't want to feel hurt and helpless again.

I gotta be strong...
ReAnne is a strong girl.
Nevermind that she looks strong on the outside but weak on the inside.
Never mind if she's emotional and sensitive. (What a lousy combi of traits. Hopeless case.)
Never mind if she thinks too much and trusts too easily.

Go on. She'll learn once she gets hurt. Go on and hurt her. It's for her own good. She'll have to learn in future anyway.

Make her strong.
Make her learn from it ok?
Don't let the pain be for nothing.
For God's sake, please learn something from this 2 incidents.
They happen for a reason. For what reason, I don't know.
Just stop being so stupid alright?

I wish I could be like my good friend. She never trusts people easily and don't open her heart easily. I'd rather be cold like her and not know how to love than to get hurt like this. Really.

And fate loves to play with me. 2 hours previously, we said not to be friends anymore. 2 hrs later, we meet at the bus stop and takes the same bus. What shit is this.

Anyway don't talk about this anymore. Please please please get a life and get him out of your life.

Stop this shit already. I should have let go long ago, whether I like it or not.

Wake up already, you fool.


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