ReAnne. Rei-En.

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Sunday, December 11, 2005

Hi everyone. :) Tmr I have a presentation for Lodging Operations. Wish me good luck. Heh. Our project group went to Jonathan's house just now for project. He's a nice person, very hospitable. Hehe. We went to Heartland Mall for dinner at KFC after that. Cos he lives near Kovan. Yeps.

Oya, I forgot to thank Li Wei and Steph in my last entry. You guys have been very encouraging too. :) Thanks girls! *hugs*

Oya Steph. Must meet up soon. Hahas.

I'm better now, as compare to the last time when I felt really weak and helpless. Xue Yun told me that I looked very strong on the outside and she didn't really expect me to be like, so weak when it comes to this sort of matters. She said I looked like an independent girl.

Really? Do I really look like I can depend on myself for anything? Here's where my weakness lies, I suppose. Everyone has their weak spot. Right now I don't want to open my heart to anyone. Cos honestly I'm scared of getting hurt again. Getting hurt sonsecutively for 2 times is no fun. I'm throwing in the towel for the time being.

I'm happier with my friends. I don't want to be happy with this one person and then fall into depression again. This kind of hurt is something which no one can cure. My friends are there and I really appreciate it, but they can't make my heart stop bleeding. I hate feeling so helpless.

It's like I want to make myself stop thinking and stop feeling so sad, but I just can't help it. It's as if he's in control of my emotions. That sux, I tell you. The only thing I can do now to help myself is to occupy my time to distract myself so that my mind won't wander elsewhere. My mood still fluctuate sometimes but I try not to go into it too much.

Nevertheless, I know I have my friends there for me. Thanks cos you guys really helped to push me forward to move on. :) *hugs* Love you all. I mean it.


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