ReAnne. Rei-En.

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Thursday, August 18, 2005

Was looking back at some of my posts.. And realised that I complain alot! It's like my blog is my ranting site. I mean in a way it is... But then. Hahas. I feel quite... Like, why am I so agitated? (Ok la, so it's probably the PMS. I'm serious!!) Must learn to relax and not take things to heart. I feel a lot better now after I got back to Him. Hope this will continue for a very very long time! Hee.

*~= My Daddy above... =~*

Please grant me patience and a magnanimous heart to embrace all that I will face. Please let me be rational during times of agitation so that I can think clearly and say the right things.

Daddy I know you have a reason for giving him to me and then taking him away so quickly again. I guess it's because you wanted me to know how it's like so that I can recognize and defend myself when I meet people like him in future. Daddy, thank you for teaching me this precious lesson. I'm learning a lot from it.

Daddy I'm learning how to cope with the pain and how to pick myself up and walk away from all this. But Daddy it's still hurting... Although I'm suppressing the pain and trying to be the strong girl you want me to be. I'm trying.. I really am. Daddy please grant me more strength and determination to forget him. You've been thoughtful enough to give me good friends to aid me tide over this, and I hope Daddy will continue to heal the pain that is in me. Daddy I don't want to cry for him anymore... Please stop the tears from flowing like a water tap. I don't want to think about it cos I'm scared of facing him. Daddy please grant me courage. I've picked myself up and am starting to walk away. With your infinite wisdom, please guide me back on the right track...

Daddy I know no matter what happened, you have never forsaken me. You were always there for me, and I thank you with all my heart. Thank you for loving me, Daddy... I love you too.


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